繆思女神/謬思/Muse:
When $1 used “繆思女神" to personify 毛姐… it came as a delightful surprise. I thought, “What a perfectly apt description!” To hear $1 speak about her and one can tell that there is a lot of respect in his “voice”. It doesn’t hurt that she has one of the most beautiful smiles that just lights up the day! But that’s his feelings, what about my thoughts… hmm…one word, Sweet! Hahaha! She is the one who got me totally addicted to OP with her character, 殷賞. Her presence on the screen is so charismatic and I am totally in awed by her performance. I mean, I have watched her movies and her previous TV shows and loved her for her acting. But… OP and 賞賞 fitted Muse like a hand in glove, totally tailored made for her to showcase her range as an exceptional artist. Also, luckily there were so many episodes that the characters matured and grew right in front of our eyes and Muse’s character went thru so many emotional changes in a little over a year. Enough said about her acting and the character of the show.
My memories… hmm… well…I left messages on her tvb blog and they were pretty much just your average comments like: I really love your acting… take care… did a superb job.. but when I wrote them, I really felt like I wanted to put my two cents in just to show her my support and I really do mean every word that I wrote. This is a little secret… I did leave a message after that “fateful” day in October, I was so worried and sad for someone that I told her to tell him take care of himself. Then when she came online as Muse looking for him one early morning at 6:00, I was shocked! Didn’t she know? Part of the shock was also being online with her at the same time, of course. I remember that morning, 龜龜，花花，and myself was just comforting each other and there was that comment from Muse. I think we all looked at it and didn’t know exactly how to respond. So, trying to the nice mannered girls, we just greeted her and said “Oh, so early…take care… don’t work too hard..and so on”. Afterwards, I don’t remember which of us brought it up first but one of us said, “I was so nervous and had wanted to give Muse a hug but was too scared to do it.” The other two instantly agreed! It was amazing that we all had the same thoughts and our reactions were so identical. We could picture ourselves so afraid to bother her that we were hiding in a corner, admiring Muse from afar, and whispering to each other just like… 三個傻婆! Within a short period of time, the relief and the happiness came back in a rush when he decided to return because of Muse. So, the deliriously happy me after “seeing” $1 again asked him to give a hug to Muse in my behalf because she brought him back. I went back onto her tvb blog and thanked her. Then I told her that I will be deleting the previous message because it is all in the past now. Then a few morning after on Oct. 26, I went into 毛姐’s blog and read her update… Wow! There it was… the last line of her update.. my name! I was so happy that I went right back into $1’s blog and hugged nn and 龜龜 because those were the first gals that I saw. It was in the middle of the night in HK, so actually many of us overseas fans were online. AC, green, were all there when I blurted out my deliriously happy comment! Haha! I grinned throughout the whole day then… all these other thoughts popped into my mind… such as: Hey, I don’t go all over leaving comments… do I? I left a comment for 毛姐 maybe, once every three or four days. I go to 雁雁’s MSN and leave a comment almost daily. But.. yes.. I was always (or it seems to everyone) online in $1’s blog. Was I being too 高調? Hmm… so here I was, swinging back and forth on the emotional equilibrium, ecstatic one moment and worrying my head off the next.
THEN, the prelude to the BIGGEST surprise of all! Oh, my… $1 was actually looking for me..? Did I get myself into trouble? What did I do now? Did I put my foot in my mouth or stuck my nose in the wrong place? When I finally read the post that $1 wrote, “I owe Charmed a hug from Muse….” ~~my shock and delight was like I hit one of the jackpots in Vegas! Wow!!! I get to hug Muse..whooooooeeeeeee! When the arrangement was made for Muse’s visit, I was having anxiety attacks! Everyone was so excited and hah! they wanted me to sleep and then wake up to see Muse, did they really think that I could sleep? Sheesh! Nervously, I wrote a Happy Birthday Note before hand, found that there was a wrong word, changed it but.. was so nervous, I posted the old version anyway! I am getting ahead of myself, let’s go back to a few hours before that memorable night, I really couldn’t sleep, and was worried that if I did, I wouldn’t wake up in time. I emailed 貓貓 to settled my nerves and 電電 emailed me laughing that she knows that I am just diving and to make sure 貓貓 doesn’t know it but I told her I was busted already. The scheduled time was 6 in the morning for me and I had stayed up till approximately 3 when I finally succumb to sleep. Due to daylight savings time changing at that time, I had the hellish time figuring out what time I should get up, so I decided to be on the safe side and set my alarm for 5 o’clock. When I got back online, there were so many people! People that I haven’t even seen before, people that came up once or twice, all these fans were coming out of the woodwork, wow, there were a lot of divers. The atmosphere was like a opening a long awaited Broadway extravaganza or the Oscars in Hollywood, the excitement, the anticipation, and chitchat among the fans… it came over in waves off my small computer screen. I logged on and was swamp with messages which was really heart warming, (many were laughing at me and making fun that I would faint… it was so fun!) I had a grin on my face for so long that my face actually hurt! Then $1 came on with the message telling Muse how to get into the comment page… the excitement went up another couple of notches and I was nervous and was “hanging” back with 貓貓 and 龜龜 and watching all these messages pop up.. the blog traffic was so congested that it was actually funny. THEN, Muse posted her first message! She was so cute! (I can imagine that $1 was grinning as much as I was! Haha!) I wonder if she was nervous too… hmm.. then I posted my first message to her.. “ 謬思，你好!” Whack!!! I got so much ribbing for that one comment.. like.. “Is that all you can say?” “You sure you haven’t fainted?” “I imagine Charmed just having a silly grin on her face!”… then I saw the 2nd message… There it was! The first hug was for me! Haha! My hands were shaking, still having that silly grin on my face, I hurried and got the birthday note and tried posting it… and in my rush.. I posted the one with the wrong word in! That makes it us even… Muse spelled my name wrong. It was really a memorable night, filled with good cheers and the warmth of it all. Even now, when I get a little down… I would go back and read each and every comment.
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