Well, it’s been quite awhile that I’ve written something more substantial than just “Argh!” But basically it’s has been that kind of year so far, strings of mind numbing frustrations. Physically, I think my eyes are getting worst and as recent as the last three days, my right arm has been acting up. It hurts like hell when I try to lift it or even stretch it. I am hoping that it’s just a strain instead of something permanent like that awful term that the Chinese use, “五十肩”, since I will be hitting the big 5-O this year! Sheesh! Fifty! To top it all off, my high reunion will be here in Vegas. I haven’t seen almost all these people in over 30 years! Talk about major anxiety attack! Okay, I’m digressing again….
Let me start off by venting about work. I have no idea what my boss is thinking. Does he really think I can handle the whole damn bus department easily now that he needs to get 5 more buses?!?!? Please surround me with at least one capable person. The lady that works for me… what can I say? She can’t go a week without making a mistake. I am about to go out of my freaking mind. To top all off, of course, my computer went dead two weeks ago due to a power outage that kept turning it on and off. This is the second time in the last four months… so I finally got a new computer but of course, I got a home edition because it was $75 cheaper. Even the tech lady for one of my programs (one that I had to reinstall for 3 hours) made a crack about it.
Family life… unfortunately I think I really have to make a decision very soon regarding my Dad. He is really taking a toll on Mom. She the best Mom that I could have and most times, I don’t express it enough. Dad is still Dad, great guy but when he goes on his “forgetful stubborn” binge, we’re all in trouble. Who ever said that when parents get older, they’re like kids only had half of it right. With kids you can scold them and spank them for bad behavior but what can one do to ones parent?
So! On all grounds, health, work, family, & friends (No time for them.)… I am sinking below sea level. I think this is one of the worst year that I have had my whole life, which on the bright side, is not that bad since I’ve lived almost half a century. Well, thinking back to seven years ago…. that was pretty bad but hey! I survived and moved on.
Anyways, the sun will shine again tomorrow and maybe I will find a reason or solution for all my “woes”.
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