Extraordinary Surprise 2009 Part V: Countdown… single digit (4)

Back!  I know this was fast… but I just read $1 new topic…

很溫柔感性的一集
賞是....
愛，得不到期待中的回應。
絕望到底卻仍不是恨....
昇是....
前路混沌一片，看到不到出口
他開始懷疑，任務完成後，伊人仍在可及之處否...
「身後有餘忘縮手，眼前無路想回頭」
是余家昇的寫照嗎?

A:  So are we off into another tangent because of this post?

B:  Hmm… could we deviate just a little?  You know I can’t keep my mind on one subject at a time… and this post has gotten me a little depressed.

A:  You sure you understand what he wrote?

B:  That did cross my mind… but I think I got the gist of it, don’t you?

A:  Hah!  Your Chinese is not that good, you know…

B:  Shut up!  Well, I am going with my gut feeling about what he wrote.  And I am depress, ok?  Stop questioning my feelings, sheesh!

A:  Ok, ok… don’t have to get nasty about it.  So… why are you feeling depressed?

B:  It’s 賞賞 again.  I feel so helpless for her.  She has gone through so much in the last few weeks.  I mean she caught 昇 lying to her over and over again.  He’s manipulated her feelings for him and that’s terrifying for her because she now truly believes that she was just a pawn in his game.  Even in the last episode, I can still see that he is anticipating her reaction and that he is betting on it to get him what he wants.  To have someone who has that much control over you is scary.  Then $1 wrote that “love without the anticipated response... hopelessness at its worst, and still she cannot hate …”  She is starting to remind me of those who are victims of domestic violence and in her case it is emotional.   She takes a beating but keeps coming back for more.  I sometimes feel that it is not love but more of a … desire to know what is happening.  Since she cannot see or read him, she is stubborn enough to keep trying. 

A:  Uhmmm… maybe you should watch the episode first before you get all wired up.

B:  That is an excellent idea… I still don’t like what 昇 is putting her through though.